'The Edge of Never' - Kye Peterson

-->ok its 5:21 am here in northern virginia, and i just finished watching a film//documentary called 'The Edge of Never'
-->this movie..is .. amazing.  Kye Petersen's story, if you dont have any clue who he is go ahead and do a wikipedia search or something of that sort because im way too tired to type it all out, but hes just 100% amazingly inspirational. 
-->BASICALLY -story-in a nutshell-::
--His pops was legendary in skiing(big mountain skiing.) -- shinin' in the 80's and early 90's--but VERY very sadly, passed away on February 26, 1996--while skiing Chamonix France
[[which is supposedly known as the Death Sport Capital of the World]] :/
&& an avalanche caught Trevor[Kye's dad.]
-->Almost a decade later, Kye traveled[at age 15!!!] to Chamonix with a group of some of the greatest ski-mountainers in the world---and little Kye, rides the same run
that caused his father's life to end.
- - - - -I mean...yeah.  That in itself, is indescribable. Umm...- - - -
from the very beginning of the film, youre totally absorbed//drawn in by the great filming /cinematography/ -->especially when you are put right in a scene where someone is riding, tumbles, and is at the brink of death//flying away on a rope hanging out of a helicopter.  It's bone chilling--then you see the rest of the movie.
--I should probably get a dictionary out right now to start properly describing how much i sincerely enjoyed this movie.  I mean jeese, my MOM made me watch it,
and my MOM isnt very much like me//we have VERY FEW similar interests.
and she said she loved it so much, shes watched it like 3 times in the past week. So weird..my mom liking extreme-sports-documentaries...
-- anyways, so i'm up at 5:34am now, writing about this movie, because its just absolutely fantastic.
It felt SO short too.  Kye Petersen is just so completely and totally inspirational...i mean just hearing his story is insane, but then seeing this adorable 15 year old kid, talking and joking and man he was just like freaking sunshine.  I literally kept turning to my mom going, 'HE IS SO ADORABLE. HE IS SOSOSSO ADORABLE.' hahah. this is not usually a phrase i use to describe anyone/anything but ferrets and my dogs.
But anyways---he is adorable. or *was. because the*BEST part of the movie,
is no, not when he completes his trip, LIVES after finishing the run which had killed his father..NO this is NOT the best part.
the BEST PART--is when they surprise you at the very very end, and show you
*Kye at age 17*. weeooeoeoeoeoeoooooooooowwwwwww--he is so cute.
but now...hes not 'i want to give him tons of hugz!' cute--
now he's:: 'oh my lawd i wish i was dating this gorgeous boy' ,cute.
AND THEN: you realize, "ooh..we're both 19 years of age. yummy!"
and then so cute that you think..OK I HAVE to search him on google now.
then you see he has a wordpress blog.
then you watch more of his videos..then you fall MORE in love with him.
hahaah, jokes, jokes..but im not really joking at all.
if i could go on a date with him tomorrrrrowwwwwwwww---
would i? [such a tough decision....]
ok anyways im way too tired , making stupid jokes, story of my life.
Go watch this movie, or read the book.
Night loves<3

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wowwwzasss!! ^just found a pic from about 2 years ago(i was 17) when i had crazy-bright-bleached-blonde-hair!! hahah.
and a nice tan. ;)
man have things changed...
<3

My Favorite Quotes - 'The Royal Tenenbaums'

Finally watched this movie for the first time the other night!!

((while sleeping over at the Colemans, the night before we walked in the National Walk for Epilepsy 2010 in D.C. for Team New Hope--aka we were walking for adorable ms. Mackenzie Coleman!

probably the most beautiful&&inspirational child i have and ever will see in my life. anywho;;))

here are some of my fav quotes from the mov-ayyyyy <3  ::

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Royal:  What characters? There's a bunch of little kids dressed up in animal costumes.

Young Margot Tenenbaum: Good night, everyone.

Royal:  Well, sweetie, don't get mad at me. That's just one man's opinion.

Eli: I'm very sorry, Margot.

Margot: It's okay. We're not actually related anyway.
Eli: True.

Richie: I think he's very lonely. Lonelier than he lets on. Maybe lonelier than he even realizes.

Ethel: Have you spoken to him about this?
Richie: Briefly. And he agreed that...
Chas: I'm sorry, maybe I'm a little confused here. What are you suggesting?
Richie: That he come here and stay in my room.
Chas: Are you out of your mind?
Richie: No. I'm not. Anyway I think he'd be much more comfortable here than at...
Chas: Who gives a shit?
Richie: I do.
Chas: You poor sucker. You poor, washed up papa's boy.
 
Richie: I have to tell you something...

Margot: What is it?
Richie: I love you.
Margot: I love you, too.

Margot: Do you send my mother your clippings and your grades from college?

Eli: Please stop belittling me.

[the priest breaks his ankle and is being loaded into the ambulance]

Raleigh: Do you have an alternate?
Priest: No.
Raleigh: Are there priests on call?

Eli: Why would a reviewer make the point of saying someone's *not* a genius? Do you especially think I'm *not* a genius? You didn't even have to think about it, did you?


Royal: Anybody interested in grabbing a couple of burgers and hittin' the cemetery?

*Eli: [reading part of his newest novel at a press conference] The crickets and the rust-beetles scuttled among the nettles of the sage thicket. "Vámonos, amigos," he whispered, and threw the busted leather flintcraw over the loose weave of the saddlecock. And they rode on in the friscalating dusklight.

Richie: Did you say you were on Mescaline?  
Eli: I did indeed. Very much so.

[Chas Tenenbaum and his sons enter his mother's house with several bags]

Etheline Tenenbaum: Chas? What's going on?
Chas: We got locked out of our apartment.
Etheline Tenenbaum: Well, did you call a locksmith?
Chas: Uh huh.
Etheline Tenenbaum: Well, I don't understand. Did you pack your bags BEFORE you got locked out?



[Royal motions to Pagoda]
Royal: He saved my life, you know. Thirty years ago. I was knifed at a bazaar in Calcutta, and he carried me to the hospital on his back.
Ari: Who stabbed you?
[Royal motions to Pagoda again]
Royal: He did. There was a price on my head, and he was a hired assassin. Stuck me in the gut with a shiv.
[Royal tells his children of his impending divorce]

 Richie: Is it because of us?
Royal: Well, of course, certain sacrifices had to be made as a result of having children. But heavens, no.

Sassy Kevin(my brotha.)

NEVER TRY TO STUDY FOR AN EXAM WHICH YOU HAVE TO TAKE THE NEXT DAY,
WHILE TRYING TO WATCH (THE EX-PLAYMATE--KENDRA FROM THE GIRLS NEXT DOOR)
HER NEW SHOW!!
AHHAWE;TAWKJETWLKTEJ
so distracting..
so now im upstairs on my laptop, trying to download my vocab word list for my exam tomorrow in Art History,
which i should have been studying//preparing for the past two months for, but have i been?
NOPE! procrastinate much? YES!
its so beyond procrastination...
if there was a word to describe procrastination at its worst,
just 23059230952390 worse,
this would be it.
ok anyways, as i turned on my computer,
my picasa app. was up on my desktop,
and i saw this old picture of my brother, haha that i took back when i was about 15,
when he was sitting on my bed(15 years old--example: the happy bunny sticker on the wall behind him.)
ok i need to go try to study now!!

 

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ps:: just found out i have this entire week to take exam(until April 5th.)
yeshhhhhh. makes me feel so much betterrrr.<3
good night everyone

Bella(my pooch!)

 

this is my bella.

Favorite Childhood Cartoons

Ohhh I miss this show.  And this opening song..SO MUCH!!<3
Jem: [i loved how her band was Jem & The Holograms, and how the competitor-band was the Misfits..and that the Misfits main girl was named Stormer. and had green hair.]


This was another favorite of mine..Spider Woman! :)
'Dedicated to fighting evil, while
weaving her WEB OF JUSTICE..'
i mean really now? what opening-line gets better than that?

Breakup Song - TLC 'Scrubs'

Ok just woke up and it just turned 3:00pm! kudos to meeee!!

What I do: I getall anxious at night, (from breakup still, still filing out some other relationships attached to that one, getting anxious about those before doing anything about them etcetc, basically being  a GIRL.)

, then i dont do things that i actually want to do like read

(which...i have so so so many books around my bed to do so...)

but i'm actually currently reading::

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  Dr Wayne Dyer's 10 Secrets for Success and Inner Peace
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  City of Bones by Cassandra Clare [Steph. Meyer approves ;) ]

HAHA ok ijust turned 'Scrubs' on by TLC -- and that just made me feel so so much better.

ok this is where i put 'Scrubs' lyrics.::

TLC LYRICS

"No Scrubs Remix" - TLC - [[thank you songmeanings.net]]

A scrub is a guy that thinks he's fly
And is also known as a buster (busta, busta...)
Always talkin' about what he wants
And just sits on his broke ass
So (no)
I don't want your number (no)
I don't want to give you mine and (no)
I don't want to meet you nowhere (no)
I don't want none of your time and (no)

I don't want no scrub
A scrub is a guy that can't get no love from me
Hanging out the passenger side
Of his best friend's ride
Trying to holler at me
I don't want no scrub
A scrub is a guy that can't get no love from me
Hanging out the passenger side
Of his best friend's ride
Trying to holler at me
-- There's a scrub checkin' me -- But his game is kinda weak --
And I know that he cannot approach me
Cuz I'm lookin' like class and he's lookin' like trash
Can't get wit' no deadbeat a**
So (no) (yea, yea)
I don't want your number (no)
I don't want to give you mine and (no)
I don't want to meet you nowhere (no)
I don't want none of your time (no)
If you don't have a car and you're walking
Oh yes son I'm talking to you
If you live at home wit' your momma
Oh yes son I'm talking to you
*If you have a shorty that you don't show love

Oh yes son I'm talking to you (yea yea yea yea...)

Wanna get with me with no money
Oh no I don't want no (oh)
No scrub (no scrub, no love)
No scrub (no no) (no scrub, no love)
No scrub (no no no no no)
No scrub (no no)
No
[Left Eye:]
See, if you can't spatially expand my horizon
Then that leaves you in a class with scrubs never risin'
I don't find it surprisin'
If you don't have the g's
To please me and bounce from here to the coast of overseas
So, let me give you somethin' to think about
Inundate your mind with intentions to turn you out
Can't forget the focus on the picture in front of me
You as clear as DVD on digital TV screen
Satisfy my appetite with something spectacular
Check your vernacular
And then I get back to ya
With diamond like precision
Insatiable is what I envision
Can't detect acquisition
From your friend's expedition
Mr. Big Willy if you really wanna know
Ask Chilli, could I be a silly ho
Not really, T-Boz and all my senoritas
Is steppin' on your Filas
But you don't hear me though

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'One Man Wolfpack'

[[http://www.80stees.com/products/One-Man-Wolfpack-Hangover-T-shirt.asp]]

Eisley 'Brightly Wound'

A Marie Antoinette [happens to be one of my all-time favorite films.] video-spin
on Eisley's 'Brightly Wound' song. :)
Enjoy!!  [Will Post lyrics underneath ze video.]
*puss puss*
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it's happening all the time
when i open my eyes
i'm still taken by surprise
hold sunlight and swallow fireflies
and it makes me want to c.r.y.
           I .  love  .  you.
           I shall never grow up
           Make believe is much too fun
           Can we go far away to the humming meadow?
we were walking there
and i had tangles in my hair
but you make me feel so pretty
you have shiny eyes
yes like those forest lights
and it makes me want to cry
           i love you
          i shall never grow up
          make believe is much too fun
          can we go far away to the humming meadow?
i love you.
i shall never grow up
make believe is much too fun
can we go far away to the humming meadow?

this place is so  ~l o v e l y ~
it kind of makes me very happy
let's go far away to the humming meadow
                         to the humming meadow...
to the humming meadow.

'Telescope Eyes' by Eisley Lyrics

---Trying to go to sleep..&& i keep thinking about two seperate people, and then God.
hrmmm!! interesante....((if i knew any other languages besides english and spanish id list 'interesting' in those ____<---here as well...))
--ive been reading Dr Wayne Dyer's "10 Secrets for Success & Inner Peace"
[im almost done now, and it has helped me a lot through natural-life changes as of recently..i'll post some of my fav. quotes up here soon.]
--a big boost today has been that since i accidentally found a 'Library Challenge' blog (which i cant remember link right at this moment, will post this as soon as i find it.) so every time i see one of many VERY-interesting-looking-books lying around my bed; wether they are from library on loan, fresh-sent and totally mine and very used from SwapTree.com[my favorite website of all time. besides this one of course. ;] and LetterstoTwilight hahaha.]
 i think of the LibraryChallenge[i think that i joined the 50 book-for 1 year challenge? now im hoping i did 100 because it sounds way better...and i think the deadline is by next January 1st--aka--2011.]
--was also listening to my OLD-ipod(i think my first, actually!! from when i was thirteen years old.  on April 27th, it will have been 6 whole years since then.) even though ihave a feeling i probably got this ipod when i was 12...oh well...
--'Telescope Eyes' by Eisley just came on, and i used to adore them, but hadnt listened to them in several years really.  And ESPECIALLY had never truly listened to the lyrics..these girls are no dummies.  I like their dry/sarcastic/humor which perfectly depicts the messed up values and judgements that run so rampantly through society these days.(And always have, actually.)

Here's a video [with song.], and i'll list the lyrics below it. Enjoy.:)

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oh, you humor me today
calling me out to play
with your telescope eyes, metal teeth
i can't be seen with you, you see...
--Please don't make me cry.
--Please don't make me cry.
--I'm just like you, I know you know
--I'm just like you, so leave me alone.
I wonder why you can't see
you're just not near enough like me
with your telescope eyes, metal teeth
i can't be seen with you
--please don't make me cry
--please don't make me cry
--i'm just like you, i know you know
--i'm just like you, so leave me alone.
(x2)

Oh...you humor me today.
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'Liar' by Mumford & Sons

'Imagine Whirled Peace'

This just made me laugh very much so inside;;
[thank youuu to Alex MacRae. :) ;)]

Breakup

I broke up with my boyfriend the other day.
Two days ago , actually.
I needed to know...i needed to know how it is to be on my own again.
I didnt want to feel like i needed to depend on someone again..
especially someone who i cant depend on.
Someone who, last week, told me...'i hate it when you DEPEND on me'
when all i asked him ws if we were still going to Bonnaroo concert together,
he said he didnt want to because his best friend couldnt,
so i said i was still goign to go with a different girl-friend,
he then said 'NO NO ILL TAKE YOU.'
i said 'nooim going with her.'
'NO NO IM TAKING YOU'
me: 'it hurts me that you know how much i want Bonnaroo, you did too, but then you invited all your friends, one cant go, now you cancel...and now im left stuck alone. So now i needed someone to go with, drive all the way to..(the 8 hours or so it takes to get there.) and THEN you say you'll take me.'(meaning he never really cared that i wanted to go in the first plce, he just cared tht HE wanted to go, and that he didnt want to without his bff. ugh.) and thi skind of thing happens on a daily basis..with everything.
so once i said that to him ^ he goes 'I HATE IT WHEN YOU DEPEND ON ME.'
that out of everything, everything hes done to me this year, much more traumatic nd soul crushing situatious where people begged me to break up wit him becuse he was truly killing me, and killing me deeply and hard and it was terrible..this line, stilll really hurt.
because ive trained my self for an entire year and a half, to not depend on him.
but at the same time, stopped hnging out with ll my friends for him, stopped everything in my life really for him. rearranged everything i wanted to do on my own or with family or with friends so that he would be apart of it, and a lot of times ruined these things.
and he still said 'i hate it when you depend on me!'
happy st patricks day to you, bustah.
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part of me feels bad bout blogging about him, because if he read this, he would again, blame me like he used to do with everything i never did. but now he has a reason to hate me. i broke up with him. and now im venting. im such a horrible person right?
<3
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check out this video below: beautifull.<3



-->[[Lyrics]]
And it starts


Sometime around midnight

Or at least that's when

You lose yourself

For a minute or two


As you stand

Under the bar lights

And the band plays some song

About forgetting yourself for a while

And the piano's this melancholy soundcheck

To her smile

And that white dress she's wearing

You haven't seen her

For a while

But you know

That she's watching

She's laughing, she's turning

She's holding her tonic like a crux

The room suddenly spinning

She walks up and asks how you are

So you can smell her perfume

You can see her lying naked in your arms



And so there's a change

In your emotions

And all of these memories come rushing

Like feral waves to your mind

Of the curl of your bodies

Like two perfect circles entwined

And you feel hopeless, and homeless

And lost in the haze

Of the wine


And she leaves

With someone you don't know

But she makes sure you saw her

She looks right at you and bolts

As she walks out the door

Your blood boiling

Your stomach in ropes

And when your friends say, "What is it?"

You look like you've seen a ghost

And you walk

Under the streetlights

And you're too drunk to notice

That everyone is staring at you

And you so care what you look like

The world is falling

Around you
You just have to see her

You just have to see her

You just have to see her

You just have to see her

You just have to see her

And you know that she'll break you

In two

Go read 'Letters to Rob' ---

Letters to Twilight & Letters to Rob (both blogs.) are absolutely amazing.
im not just saying this because im 100% unconditionally and eternally in love with the twilight series, the twilight movies, AND every actor in the twilight cast.
this is because they are freaking hilarious(the writers of these two blogs.)
and i love them so much--> and have i even met either of them in person?
NOPE! so if you are a twi-fan, go read their stuff..NOWNOWNWOWNOWNOW.
<3
 and im doing this out of straight passion and love for their work.
and now, them, ofcourse.

here's a one of their most recent posts(link to the post.)
which includes a picture of an Alpaca & Jacob Black(Taylor Lautner)
Enjoy!!

http://networkedblogs.com/p29939249

^---more on this(picture below.) in above link!! 

& here are a couple other pictures that ijust happen to love, so im going to include it in this post too. :) Enjoy.

Guitar 2 BIgger

Guitar 2 BIgger, originally uploaded by posh21.

Picture from Flickr -- uploaded by posh21 --
Picture is titled 'Guitar 2'
Lovely.:)

Some Inspiration - Tumblr of the Day pics

“Procrastination is not the problem. It is the solution. It is the universe’s way of saying stop, slow down, you move too fast. Listen to the music. Whoa whoa, listen to the music. Because music makes the people come together, it makes the bourgeois and the rebel. So come on people now, smile on your brother, everybody try to love one another. Because what the world needs now is love, sweet love. And I know that love is a battlefield, but boogie on reggae woman because you’re gonna make it after all. So celebrate good times, come on. I’ve gotta stop I’ve gotta come to my senses, I’ve been out riding fences for so long… oops I did it again… um… What I’m trying to say is, if you leave tonight and you don’t remember anything else that I’ve said, leave here and remember this: Procrastinate now, don’t put it off. ” — Ellen DeGeneres


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Some photos from tumblr that made me feel happy inside.:)
Enjoy.<3
p.s.-->my tumblr is [[http://pixie-holly.tumblr.com]]
 
 

^I LOVE Helena Bonham Carter. && her beau!!![Tim Burton 8) ]

^'Loveeee of mine -- someday you will die

but i'll be close behind

I'll follow you, into the d.a.r.k.'

--Death Cab For Cutie [*this is one of my all-time favorite songs!<3*]

 

 

^beautifullll. my dream scenario. :)

 

Leona Lewis -- 'Happy'

^my absolute favorite couple.  this amazing picture i got from my favorite tumblr friend-account//who i follow on an ALMOST-daily basis.<--> http://bohemea.tumblr.com/

 

“No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater…The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that’s the key. It’s like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot.” — This Lullaby By Sarah Dessen

[posted by: http://quote-book.tumblr.com  + submitted by cookiemonsterrx]

^--T.A.T.U. -- 'Not Gunna Get Us'

Nicole Kidman

(Bohemea)

“It is our choices, Harry, that show us who we truly are, far more than our abilities.” — J.K. Rowling (Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets)

(Quote-Book)

“Those who cannot look you in the eye will judge you by your feet.” —

 Donna Gershten in “Kissing the Virgin’s Mouth” (Quote-Book)

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[[ps --- all of the text-graphics are from http://wordgraphics.tumblr.com/ !! ]]

[[&& many of the above pics are from bohemea, and the rest i'm sorry but i cant remember!!]]<3

'Can U Get...' Search Results

I cannot believe that when I just typed into my Google-Search box,  the phrase
'can you get'...
one of the 'top ten searches', which google puts underneath the search-box in a drop-down-box with commonly searched//most popular searches for that phrase...the 10th most popular one was, 'can you get high off ibuprofen?'
And sure enough, when i thought.."Seriously?  People really search for this?" --- actually, no, i was just in shock at first by thinking of tons of people at their little computers, searching that question!! out of every question to ask..that one of course, is the 10th most popular for 'Can You Get.'  ...so of course, i had to click on it [[even though i already knew the pretty-darn-obvious answer...]] and there were 'About' [[i wonder the number of results which is where Google draws the line and thinks, 'OK, from here on we're going to just put 'About' next to the # of search results,  instead of the actual number of search results! Scoreeee!']]
 well, anyways;;; the 'about' search results # was***1,300,000*** results for my new favorite search-question.  Hahah..what the heckkk?!  What are these kids, (or sadly, maybe adults too..actually probably mostly adults.) thinking?
*chuckles like a huge loser*
-- OK anyways, this doesnt really matter at all, but i thought it was a littttle bit funny;;
so i typed up the 'top' searches for the phrase 'can you get'... and they are::
1. Can You Get Pregnant On Your Period
2. Can You Get Pregnant From Pre-Sperm
3. Can You Get Pregnant On Birth Control
4. Can You Get Pregnant When Youre Not Ovulating
5. Can You Get Mono Twice
6. Can You Get A Nuke From A Care Package
7. Can You Get Herpes From Kissing (sorry girls && boys!!*egh..* :/)<--doesnt sound fun.
8. Can You Get Pregnant While Breastfeeding (what?!)
9. Can You Get Pregnant On The Pill
10.Can You Get Chicken Pox Twice

BUT THATS NOT ALL; because i just realized, that for my original  search, i didnt type in 'Can YOU Get..'
i typed in 'Can U Get'---*rolls eyes* [[yes, im pathetic sometimes, and use the grammar of a 12 year old who just started AIM'ing with their friends, and yes, i probably do this a lot.]] SO now, i will search my original query which was, 'Can U Get'...
and here are the top 10 most common searches for this::
1.  Same as before.
2.  Can U Get Pregnant From Pre-Cum
3.  Can U Get Pregnant From Pre-Ejaculation
4.  Can U Get Pregnant on Birth Control
5.  Can U Get a Nuke in a Care Package
6.  Can U Get Herpes from Kissing
7.  Can U Get Away Lyrics (hmm..now im wondering what song this is..)
8.  Can U Get Pregnant Using a Condom
9.  Can U Get Aids from Oral (agh...)
10.Can U Get High Off Ibuprofen (atleast be correct and say 'high off OF...')

OK so that was the most pointless post which has possibly ever been created.
But atleast I enjoyed myself...;)
 lovelovelovexxo

Something about Myself. :)

Ok since everyone else's blog..the blogs that i LOVE..are all open and passionate and show basically every aspect of themselves...i figure that i will finally get past my minor-ly insecure/nervous/afraid/chunk inside of myself and put up pictures/some info slowly but surely on here...
so here are some pics to start off with.:):)

(showing my little Nighstand next to me, COVERED with post-it notes (i use on a constant basis) , index cards, colored index cards, TONS of pens/colored pens/drawing pencils/scrapbook glue/scissors/etc etc)

^and this is my precious baby - dachsund!![shes not REALLY a baby..shes about 5 years old now! but still precious...this is a pic of her as a grown up. ;)]

^and this is a slightly-frightening picture of me when i went through an 'auburn' stage earlier this year..i actually loved the color!! but am back to dark brown for now. :) i enjoy the dark brown color for myself.

ok love you al(even though idont have any followers yet on this blog..hahah.)

i also have a blog called http://madhattersmuse.blogspot.com/  <--and that ismore of a business type thing for me..NO not business. i still love it,i post about things i love, but i use that/concentrate on that MORE for money making(even though im barely making any..) haha. anyways these both are my passionate blogs. 

Have a good day.:):)

"It doesnt matter if you look like a renunciant;

if you don't follow your practice, you are a sham.

If you follow your practice sincerely,

you can dress however you wish

for all it matters.

It's the practice that counts."

-FROM "Buddhist Wisdom: Daily Reflections" (i bought this little book at the store Teavana) :] -

An Anxious Day.

So since i got my new Artful Blogging magazine...it's one of the few things that is making me feel a little bit of relief right now!
My boyfriend and I got into another little argument yesterday(except it doesnt feel so little when you love this person dearly...and you can tell they really arent thinkingabout you or your feelings at all in the moment. and that sucks. espcially when this happens a couple times every week.)

Ok now my adorable dachsund just walked into my room--
and i have to give her love.
then go to a psych. appointment to get new a.d.d. meds?
whatever!! love you all. <3xoxo

Fireproof - Pillar

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Song lyrics:

Here's a chance to show you how I feel
A chance for you to see it's real
To see just what I feel inside
and who it is that's by my side
I will never change my mind
Try to torch me and you'll find
You can't turn me or deter me
No matter how you try
You can't burn me

Chorus
I know where I stand and what'll happen if you try it
I am FIREPROOF
I know my heart and I just can't deny it
I am FIREPROOF
I tried to tell you but you wouldn't be quiet
I am FIREPROOF
I'll never bow down and you won't buy it
I am FIREPROOF

Now you know what I'm all about
There's no chance I'll ever doubt
The only one who can control me
I extol the Almighty
You want me to put it on the line
And give yield to you this time
See but I won't compromise and I realize
It's my time to rise

Chorus

You'll never take me in the fire
You'll never take my own desire
[[thanks to http://www.getalyric.com]]

Phone transferrrr

Whoa--this is random, but i just realized that when i plug in my Droid to my laptop...i can actually TRANSFER files to my laptop.
the sad thing is, i think ive known this is possible for years--
but i just NEVER had a phone that actually could be cord-linked to my computer...so ofcourse i never thought about how if i had a nice phone, it could also transfer its files.
BLAH this is soo nice! im so used to having to email myself my pictures in my phone , and then opening up my laptop, going into my Gmail, then downloading the picture from there onto my laptop.
^--it wasnt THAT much work i guess..bu tstill. this is SO much nicer, and easier, because i sometimes take like 50 or more pictures a day((im in love with photography.)) so NOWWW---> i can finally share my work with you guys. :) YAY.
[well...my amateur phone-photo-taking work. i guess its not that professional since im using my Phone to take the pictures..but hey, this is a pretty darn nice phone.]
ahhhh im so happy. god bless.<3

'The Edge' Poem

'The Edge' Poem by Mastin Kipp - From The Daily Love
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The Edge
by Mastin Kipp

The edge, it's so scary
The edge is certain death
The edge is inevitable
When all else falls away
The edge is what's left

So go to the edge
The brink of disaster
Step a little closer now
Poor child, what's the matter?

The edge is your friend
But a foe in disguise
It's at the edge's end
Where you'll finally come alive

The edge is getting closer now

The edge it is neigh
The edge is before me

I'm pretty sure I'm gunna die
The edge it's here now
Right before my very eyes
And right before certain death
I've learned how to fly

Some Magazines

Went for first springtime run today. :):)
Had a good night last night...went to Border's with the brother, got to read a lot of fabulous art magazines && even found a blogging mag!!
it made me SO happy.  if youre in love with blogging--do it as a hobby that you really enjoy--you should definitely buy it. its inspirational.
-->its called 'Artful Blogging' and i absolutely loveeee it.
i also bought a magazine called 'Photo Pro', which is also pretty cool.
I absolutely love writing//blogging--photography--and graphic design--
---so these two were fun to see.:)
--Borders has such a wide variety of magazines....atleast a couple hundred.
Well, atleast for the one i went to.  They also had a couple of rows of shelves just packed with a TON of books which were on Sale which made me happy too.:)
ok i think im done for now.<33 have a good day:)

Alice in Wonderland

finally seeing Alice tonight....i'm so so excited. Since i didnt end up being able to see the 'midnight showing' on thursday(so much drama, have been DYING to see it though.) ive been basically wrestling with anxiety over this movie for the past two days.
Will post my oh so important mini review later tonight.:)
Kissayzzz

Inspiration

...before i nap for a couple of hours.